So I don't usually like to Rant about things, well I do, but not really on my Blog...though I think I might've before too...ANYWAY!
After getting many discouragements from almost everyone about almost everything - you wouldn't call me your typical jolly camper.
I don't disagree. I haven't been myself lately.. everything is off balance. In simplest form, everything is 'screwed up'.
But I'm trying, because I really want things to work/improve in terms of everything: my academics, home and social life. (I probably sound like a psychopath right about now) - However it is not going so well.
You know those times, when you're extremely angry or upset about something? And you just want someone to understand you? You act abrupt and behave irrationally because you actually want someone to ask you, "what's wrong?".
I usually don't want people to fuss over me when I'm upset, but this is/was one rare time I wanted someone to comfort me. *sighs* Unfortunately, I was 'let down' if you may.
What got me so moody? Chemistry. That's right, I'm trying to work hard and do my stupid chemistry homework, but three questions in a row did not make any sense to me. As a result, I got extremely upset.. upset enough that I wanted to rip up my entire notes and go bang my head somewhere. I really don't like chemistry and I try to get it, but it just seems so pointless to me.
And I'm going to stop right there about that topic because it's making my blood boil once again.
Anyway, that was my little rant about some very stupid things. If you are reading this, please pray for me. Trust me, I need it.
Sunday, December 6, 2009
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Oh My God!
Yeah so It's been a whole while since I last posted.. 3-4 mnths to be exact..it's been busy. But right now.. I just have to update this with a few OH MY GOD realizations:
1 - OMG It's DECEMBER ALREADY! (I still accidentally write "September" when I date my notes or tests!) It's all just happening so fast.. seriously, we're in December?!
2 - Time is running out, I really need to work to my maximum limit.
3 - OMG My sister is complete nerd! (I just read one of her writing pieces.. and for a ninth grader..whoa!)
4 - I should really be doing my Biology assignment.
5 - OMG it's DECEMBER!
1 - OMG It's DECEMBER ALREADY! (I still accidentally write "September" when I date my notes or tests!) It's all just happening so fast.. seriously, we're in December?!
2 - Time is running out, I really need to work to my maximum limit.
3 - OMG My sister is complete nerd! (I just read one of her writing pieces.. and for a ninth grader..whoa!)
4 - I should really be doing my Biology assignment.
5 - OMG it's DECEMBER!
*freaks out while thinking about White Snow and Santa Clause*
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
English Class... I'd rather not
I despise English Class.. and my darling here couldn't have said anything better:
{~~rehmoo~~}_Ramadhan Mubarak(S) says (1:01 AM):
i thought its pretty good
{~~rehmoo~~}_Ramadhan Mubarak(S) says (1:02 AM):
having eng first period
*«´¨`•. ¸¸Hufsa Akbar¸.•´¨`»* says (1:02 AM):
um..
*«´¨`•. ¸¸Hufsa Akbar¸.•´¨`»* says (1:02 AM):
i guess :P
*«´¨`•. ¸¸Hufsa Akbar¸.•´¨`»* says (1:02 AM):
i dont know
*«´¨`•. ¸¸Hufsa Akbar¸.•´¨`»* says (1:02 AM):
i hate english.. so .... :P
{~~rehmoo~~}_Ramadhan Mubarak(S) says (1:02 AM):
lols
{~~rehmoo~~}_Ramadhan Mubarak(S) says (1:02 AM):
mee too man
{~~rehmoo~~}_Ramadhan Mubarak(S) says (1:02 AM):
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
{~~rehmoo~~}_Ramadhan Mubarak(S) says (1:02 AM):
:(
{~~rehmoo~~}_Ramadhan Mubarak(S) says (1:03 AM):
cuddnt math be compulsory all yrs
{~~rehmoo~~}_Ramadhan Mubarak(S) says (1:03 AM):
why eng!
{~~rehmoo~~}_Ramadhan Mubarak(S) says (1:03 AM):
ughh :@
*«´¨`•. ¸¸Hufsa Akbar¸.•´¨`»* says (1:04 AM):
OH I WISH !
{~~rehmoo~~}_Ramadhan Mubarak(S) says (1:01 AM):
i thought its pretty good
{~~rehmoo~~}_Ramadhan Mubarak(S) says (1:02 AM):
having eng first period
*«´¨`•. ¸¸Hufsa Akbar¸.•´¨`»* says (1:02 AM):
um..
*«´¨`•. ¸¸Hufsa Akbar¸.•´¨`»* says (1:02 AM):
i guess :P
*«´¨`•. ¸¸Hufsa Akbar¸.•´¨`»* says (1:02 AM):
i dont know
*«´¨`•. ¸¸Hufsa Akbar¸.•´¨`»* says (1:02 AM):
i hate english.. so .... :P
{~~rehmoo~~}_Ramadhan Mubarak(S) says (1:02 AM):
lols
{~~rehmoo~~}_Ramadhan Mubarak(S) says (1:02 AM):
mee too man
{~~rehmoo~~}_Ramadhan Mubarak(S) says (1:02 AM):
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
{~~rehmoo~~}_Ramadhan Mubarak(S) says (1:02 AM):
:(
{~~rehmoo~~}_Ramadhan Mubarak(S) says (1:03 AM):
cuddnt math be compulsory all yrs
{~~rehmoo~~}_Ramadhan Mubarak(S) says (1:03 AM):
why eng!
{~~rehmoo~~}_Ramadhan Mubarak(S) says (1:03 AM):
ughh :@
*«´¨`•. ¸¸Hufsa Akbar¸.•´¨`»* says (1:04 AM):
OH I WISH !
Monday, September 7, 2009
A Mess of Fortunes
With going back to school in approximately 33 hours (calculations may be at fault due to sleepiness) I decided to make my summer some what productive and clean out/organize my valuables.
Today I frantically looked around to find my enormous bag full of greeting cards I have been saving since I
was six. I found them, and was I ever happy I had them saved.
I found party invites, get-well soon's, birthday wishes, eid greetings, thank-you's, valentines and even little notes. These are the things which really take you round and about memory lane. The good times and the memories all preserved encriptions on paper. How I adore cards! I'll have you all know that every little note, every little paper, anything that was given to me from someone, stays with me forever (yes of course that makes my mom annoyed that it takes too much room and looks like a mess.. but oh well!). I have all those cards saved from everywhere. To all those who ever gave me one, THANK YOU once again, I have treasured it.
Two days ago I even cleaned up my drawers and a bag which was loaded with papers, items and God knows what else. It was a mess really, but everything in there was worth a fortune for me. There were pens, markers, papers, pictures, small gifts, key chains, ribbons, gift wrappings.. you name it! The thing with me is, I like to presevse memories..I like to keep things as long as I possibly can.
Anyway, I dumped it all on my floor (starting at about 6:30pm). I started sorting through, reading papers, examining and admiring the small items..and by the time I was finished and the drawer was ogranized it was 2:30am. Yeah, I had a lot of stuff. But the good news it's all organized now, did throw away two bags of old paper and things that were broken and no longer of my use. It was nice trip down memory lane. (A separate blog devoted to those fortunes soon to follow).
Now school's going to start, the final senior year. Whoa.
I look forward to collecting all the more memories.
Today I frantically looked around to find my enormous bag full of greeting cards I have been saving since I
was six. I found them, and was I ever happy I had them saved.I found party invites, get-well soon's, birthday wishes, eid greetings, thank-you's, valentines and even little notes. These are the things which really take you round and about memory lane. The good times and the memories all preserved encriptions on paper. How I adore cards! I'll have you all know that every little note, every little paper, anything that was given to me from someone, stays with me forever (yes of course that makes my mom annoyed that it takes too much room and looks like a mess.. but oh well!). I have all those cards saved from everywhere. To all those who ever gave me one, THANK YOU once again, I have treasured it.
Two days ago I even cleaned up my drawers and a bag which was loaded with papers, items and God knows what else. It was a mess really, but everything in there was worth a fortune for me. There were pens, markers, papers, pictures, small gifts, key chains, ribbons, gift wrappings.. you name it! The thing with me is, I like to presevse memories..I like to keep things as long as I possibly can.
Anyway, I dumped it all on my floor (starting at about 6:30pm). I started sorting through, reading papers, examining and admiring the small items..and by the time I was finished and the drawer was ogranized it was 2:30am. Yeah, I had a lot of stuff. But the good news it's all organized now, did throw away two bags of old paper and things that were broken and no longer of my use. It was nice trip down memory lane. (A separate blog devoted to those fortunes soon to follow).
Now school's going to start, the final senior year. Whoa.
I look forward to collecting all the more memories.
Saturday, September 5, 2009
Quotes ..
Sometimes you come across a few sayings which really mean something to you.. here are a few I just adored:
" 'latte' is italian for you paid too much for that coffee"
Me and two of friends went to Starbucks, bought Frappchino's.. total ripoff! Rather can an icecap from Tim Hortons! :P
"Our eyes are placed in front because it is more important to look ahead than to look back"
so true!
"If you don't go after
what you want
you'll never have it.
If you don't ask,
the answer is always no.
If you don't step forward,
you're always in
the same place"
Sometimes we're too afraid to move on or to ask..but if we don't, then we really do end up no where..
"Sometimes you need to
RUN AWAY
just to see who will come
AFTER YOU"
I have a friend who always runs away.. maybe this is why ;)
"Fall in love or fall in hate.
get inspired or be depressed.
ace a test or flunk a class.
make babies or make art.
speak the truth or lie and cheat.
dance on the table or sit in a corner.
life is divine chaos, embrace it
forgive yourself. Breathe.
and enjoy the ride..."
I don't know why I liked this..but I guess it was because I like idea of enjoying the ride of life.
"THOUGHT OF THE DAY
some people are like
slinkies. They don't
have a purpose. But
they bring a smile
to your face when
you see them
going down the stairs"
Ooooooooh This one I like!! How thrilling that must be/is! :P
"Be strong now
because things will get better
it might be stormy now
but it can't rain forever"
..I wish I came up with that!
"NEVER
give up on someone
you can't
go a day without
thinking about!"
..how sweet is that?
"Someday someone will walk
into your life and make you
realize why it never worked
out with anyone else"
..awh
...and that's all the stack I have for now!
Me and two of friends went to Starbucks, bought Frappchino's.. total ripoff! Rather can an icecap from Tim Hortons! :P
"Our eyes are placed in front because it is more important to look ahead than to look back"
so true!
"If you don't go after
what you want
you'll never have it.
If you don't ask,
the answer is always no.
If you don't step forward,
you're always in
the same place"
Sometimes we're too afraid to move on or to ask..but if we don't, then we really do end up no where..
"Sometimes you need to
RUN AWAY
just to see who will come
AFTER YOU"
I have a friend who always runs away.. maybe this is why ;)
"Fall in love or fall in hate.
get inspired or be depressed.
ace a test or flunk a class.
make babies or make art.
speak the truth or lie and cheat.
dance on the table or sit in a corner.
life is divine chaos, embrace it
forgive yourself. Breathe.
and enjoy the ride..."
I don't know why I liked this..but I guess it was because I like idea of enjoying the ride of life.
"THOUGHT OF THE DAY
some people are like
slinkies. They don't
have a purpose. But
they bring a smile
to your face when
you see them
going down the stairs"
Ooooooooh This one I like!! How thrilling that must be/is! :P
"Be strong now
because things will get better
it might be stormy now
but it can't rain forever"
..I wish I came up with that!
"NEVER
give up on someone
you can't
go a day without
thinking about!"
..how sweet is that?
"Someday someone will walk
into your life and make you
realize why it never worked
out with anyone else"
..awh
...and that's all the stack I have for now!
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Ramadan Mubarak
Once again the holy month greets us!
Gives us yet another opportunity to purify ourselves and cleanse us of our sins. So let's make the best of it and remember each and everyone we know in our prayers. It's time ladies and gentlemen..or rather..my Islamic sisters and brothers to pray our hearts out! Happy Ramadan to everyone and their families!
Gives us yet another opportunity to purify ourselves and cleanse us of our sins. So let's make the best of it and remember each and everyone we know in our prayers. It's time ladies and gentlemen..or rather..my Islamic sisters and brothers to pray our hearts out! Happy Ramadan to everyone and their families!
(Picture looks better enlarged to its' proper size!)Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Wake-up Call
With only 19 more days until school starts, frankly, I'm freaking out.
It seems like everything is happening so fast and time just isn't on my side.
I woke up this morning with a big envelope next to my pillow -- my Grade 12 time-table. I avoided eve
n looking at it for half an hour and then finally got the guts to open it (reading all the other sheets first and left the schedule for the end). Call it paranoia or simply freaking out, but I was scared and my stomach wasn't to happy with it either.
Summer is ending and I feel like I did nothing (which is quite true). But with this little mail delivery as my wake up call, I want to get my life back in order. I need to make these last nineteen days really worth-while SO HELP ME GOD!
The moment I got that schedule, I NEEDED to call one of friends. And that also gave me a really good realization that no matter what I go through, I know that as long as my friends are with me, I'll make it through. The journey ahead is hard, confusing and pretty damn scary! And it's coming at us pretty fast whether we like it or not. So I'm just going to keep my friends close and hit the road, because that is the only way anything can be achieved.
It's time to set priorities, to set goals and to set life back in place. It's time to take on what's coming without having the slightest idea of what it is. It's time to make this time really count.
______
It seems like everything is happening so fast and time just isn't on my side.
I woke up this morning with a big envelope next to my pillow -- my Grade 12 time-table. I avoided eve
n looking at it for half an hour and then finally got the guts to open it (reading all the other sheets first and left the schedule for the end). Call it paranoia or simply freaking out, but I was scared and my stomach wasn't to happy with it either.Summer is ending and I feel like I did nothing (which is quite true). But with this little mail delivery as my wake up call, I want to get my life back in order. I need to make these last nineteen days really worth-while SO HELP ME GOD!
The moment I got that schedule, I NEEDED to call one of friends. And that also gave me a really good realization that no matter what I go through, I know that as long as my friends are with me, I'll make it through. The journey ahead is hard, confusing and pretty damn scary! And it's coming at us pretty fast whether we like it or not. So I'm just going to keep my friends close and hit the road, because that is the only way anything can be achieved.
It's time to set priorities, to set goals and to set life back in place. It's time to take on what's coming without having the slightest idea of what it is. It's time to make this time really count.
______
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